There was this time in my life when I the only thing I wished for was a friend. And in a cold bus a foggy morning, this girl catches my eye for a second and I think to my self that it’s another stupid girly-girl and she thinks to herself that there’s some random boy […]
BLOGI/ BLOGG/ BLOG
An insta from yesterday. Been going through (AND SCANNING) pictures from the early 2000’s, when me and my sister where cute little toddlers hitting each other and eating and sleeping instead of doing anything with a purpose. On the picture, you have a stack that’s about a forth of the pictures we have from 1999-2004. […]
Holding hands
Ridiculously beautiful weather for a funeral. One of the most sorrowful days I’ve ever lived through. A small party of 20 family members gathered to remember and honor L in the small church of Porvoo. It hurts so bad. Seeing your loved ones cry and realising that they know the horrifying truth that we’ll […]
And saw a lightning strike
This picture was taken yesterday around 10, when I got home to eat, do some homework and translate the meeting minutes from Finnish to Swedish. At school we worked on our online portfolios, and my made my website into a combined CV and portfolio that’s gonna be up and running in a week or so. […]
Thought of all of the people, places and things
And yet another week comes to an end. Märt asked me to join him at the National Museum to help him with some school-questionnaire, and we actually had fun. That might have something to do with that we ate at Hesburger afterwards. I actually just realised that it’s exactly 5 months since we met […]
I will try
I didn’t take any pictures with my camera today (although you find some on my Instagram, @b1cc4) so this is the song I’m listening to while writing this. You know when you say you’re going to sleep early? And then you don’t? Haha, I’m always complaining about lack of sleep. But last night I got […]
Act of pure defiance
Happy Hatday! I don’t have any good pictures from the hatday today but chech out the #hatt15 on Instagram! Me and Emil hatted around in Porvoo too early this morning and put hats on the statues downtown. Hatday is the day we celebrate school-student’s rights and this year FSS actually celebrated big with a themeweek. […]
Lately I’ve been counting stars
Such a beautiful weather today! Especially in Porvoo, almost as beautiful as this, 2 years ago. But that was probably the only really good thing. I stayed up too late, called a friend in the morning, had just fallen back to sleep when I had to get up to do a workthing (8.30-ish, school started […]
The way it works
It’s been a few really rough days. Perhaps the toughest my family has ever had to go through. Bursting into tears any minute and battling the way up from bed and onto life. Doing the dishes is another level of hell. And no person should be doing funeral programs or obituaries. But in another universe, […]
✞
I’m gonna share something tonight. When I came home from my language course last summer, the 19th of July, my Mom was sitting on my floor, crying. And she explained to me that her twin sister, my aunt, my godmother and our family-member L was ill. And that the Porvoo hospital though it was a […]
Bicca Olin 