It’s Tuesday, and I’ve not landed yet. Was in school on Monday, had a lot of things to catch up on. Was on a meeting with the youth council’s board, had a lot to catch up on. Was in school today, had a lot to catch up on. Saw Janita in town and hugged her […]

I’ve probably written that I love traveling and flying like a hundred times. But now that I’m in the plane on my way home from Budapest, I just can’t do anything but smile like the dorkieat person on earth. One of the best weeks in my life just passed. I’m soooo lucky. I found a […]

There was this time in my life when I the only thing I wished for was a friend. And in a cold bus a foggy morning, this girl catches my eye for a second and I think to my self that it’s another stupid girly-girl and she thinks to herself that there’s some random boy […]

Ridiculously beautiful weather for a funeral.   One of the most sorrowful days I’ve ever lived through. A small party of 20 family members gathered to remember and honor L in the small church of Porvoo. It hurts so bad. Seeing your loved ones cry and realising that they know the horrifying truth that we’ll […]

It’s been a few really rough days. Perhaps the toughest my family has ever had to go through. Bursting into tears any minute and battling the way up from bed and onto life. Doing the dishes is another level of hell. And no person should be doing funeral programs or obituaries. But in another universe, […]

I’m gonna share something tonight. When I came home from my language course last summer, the 19th of July, my Mom was sitting on my floor, crying. And she explained to me that her twin sister, my aunt, my godmother and our family-member L was ill. And that the Porvoo hospital though it was a […]

2015, here we go. I can’t expect this year to be the best one ever. Some bad things are gonna happen and they’re gonna have to be faced. But a new year also brings the hope to perhaps deal with them a little better. I’m so so so thankful for who I have and what […]