From the bus, on our very first trip. And this one will so not be the last. In a few minutes. I will be. An upper secondary school student. In Helsinki. With Elina and a lot of people I don’t know. When I started seventh grade, and this blog, I was in a pretty dark […]
Tag: Feelings
CAN WE SOMEHOW JUST HOLD ON
I know it’s stupid. BUT IT’S SO IRRITATING TO NOT KNOW THE MEANING OF LIFE. I mean seriously. Sounds simply ridiculous, but there’s something about just going on living day after day without knowing why that feels even more ridiculous. And it’s especially hard when trying to comfort someone, and the only thing that would […]
THE DARKER THE NIGHT IS, THE LIGHTER THE MOON BURNS
It’s so weird. That I know I can be home alone, feeling sad because of just everything. And suddenly in a bus feeling so happy about everything. It sure has been a summer of getting to know myself, even better. A lot of question marks might have appeared, but in the end I just thankful. […]
ONLY KNOW YOU’VE BEEN HIGH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING LOW
4 days of absence, 4 days of illness. Nothing serious, just fever and a cold. Stupid, cuz I’ve been too tired to do anything. Except reading John Green. Now I’m kind of back on my feet though. Today, we had Marie & Anna visiting, and we had a great time as usual. Although Mom and […]
FEELS JUST LIKE YESTERDAY
I don’t know what to say. Do you ever get used to goodbyes? What about horrible news? Once again I wonder why they don’t teach you to handle things like these in school. What are you supposed to do, who are you supposed to ask, and how are you supposed to survive when a chapter […]
LEFT A HOLE WHEN YOU WALKED OUT
Life is just a fucking lot of time with faces coming and going. Everytime a new face comes in, all that time suddenly feels meaningful. And everytime they go, you realise it was all just an illusion. That you’re alone in the end and that there is no one else to trust than yourself. You’re […]
HEAD IN THE CLOUDS
You know the feeling when you’ve bought a new coffee machine. It didn’t cost much, you got it almost too cheap, but you like it so much. It fits so good in your new kitchen and you use it multiple times a day to make sure your buy was worth it. You know it was […]
WHEN IT’S ALL OVER
Today we said goodbye to the italian group. Horribly sad, most people were crying and I just ran around and hugged everone. Most Finns were actually sad because they started thinking about that we’re going home in a week. Anyway. Tomorrow we’ll be heading to London for some shopping. And then we’re eating out. Oh, […]
IF I EVER GROW UP
So my phone is dead. Or actually it isn’t. I wish it was, cuz then I could just restart it by charging it. Now it’s like barely alive, the screen is black, but sometimes it vibrates and sometimes the buttons light up. So very annoying. After an ordinary day of school, we went via SubWay […]
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