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    Here you have some sunny Porvoo-pictures! The last 5 are from today. I had Wednesday off from school so I’m attending the Days for Finn-Swedish Youth Work, here in my hometown. I represent FSS, but I since we’re in Porvoo there was a lot of talk about the Youth Council as well. And […]

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And yes I do! I’m home when my famil y’s asleep, and I leave before they wake up. It’s been amazingly springy and sunny here the last few days and I’m just constantly in a good mood. Except for when my computer’s in school and at home have problems, I’ve got no patience at all haha. […]

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I really want to say it’s the last Budapest-pic, but I won’t promise anything… Another day behind, just smiling for no reason. I thought the stress would be unbearable when I got home and had tons of shit to do. But I’ve already caught up on the youth council-, FSS- and HECO-things, and I did […]

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There was this time in my life when I the only thing I wished for was a friend. And in a cold bus a foggy morning, this girl catches my eye for a second and I think to my self that it’s another stupid girly-girl and she thinks to herself that there’s some random boy […]

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Ridiculously beautiful weather for a funeral.   One of the most sorrowful days I’ve ever lived through. A small party of 20 family members gathered to remember and honor L in the small church of Porvoo. It hurts so bad. Seeing your loved ones cry and realising that they know the horrifying truth that we’ll […]

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Such a beautiful weather today! Especially in Porvoo, almost as beautiful as this, 2 years ago. But that was probably the only really good thing. I stayed up too late, called a friend in the morning, had just fallen back to sleep when I had to get up to do a workthing (8.30-ish, school started […]

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It’s been a few really rough days. Perhaps the toughest my family has ever had to go through. Bursting into tears any minute and battling the way up from bed and onto life. Doing the dishes is another level of hell. And no person should be doing funeral programs or obituaries. But in another universe, […]

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I’m gonna share something tonight. When I came home from my language course last summer, the 19th of July, my Mom was sitting on my floor, crying. And she explained to me that her twin sister, my aunt, my godmother and our family-member L was ill. And that the Porvoo hospital though it was a […]

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2015, here we go. I can’t expect this year to be the best one ever. Some bad things are gonna happen and they’re gonna have to be faced. But a new year also brings the hope to perhaps deal with them a little better. I’m so so so thankful for who I have and what […]